My Little Angel Just a short little page to remember my little angel baby. I will never
forget how wonderfully surprised and excited I was when I
found out that I was pregnant with you my little angel.
Or how your Daddy cried with joy when I told him the news
and insisted on calling his family right away. I
actually started eating right and taking good care of me
for your sake, something I have done for no one but you,
my precious one. We had so many hopes and dreams
and couldn't wait to meet you. Your grandma was
already shopping, just "buying a few things here and
there" just for you, my little one. You were
very much wanted and already so loved.
When
I thought I was losing you, I lost my mind, and your
Daddy cried again, this time with sadness. But the
doctors gave me some hope, saying that there was a 20
percent chance you'd be OK. I changed the odds in
my mind and said 80 percent and did everything I could to
hold onto you. And then the sad day came, with pain
headed back to the emergency room again to find out that
even though you were indeed alive, little sugar, you were
in the wrong place, trapped and unable to survive.
If only we could have moved you into my womb where you
belonged, my whole world would not have come crashing
down, and I would not be missing you so much. Our
days will go on because that's just what we do. God
will provide us comfort, and blessings will come from
this somehow, someday. But I will never forget you,
ever. And I will not stop loving you, ever. So test
you little wings, my sweet, and fly near the woman who is
a little silly but loves to laugh and has the biggest
heart in the world, and draw close to her because she's
my own mommy, your grandma. When you see her, tell her I
love and miss her, too. Fly, fly, my little one, for you
are free. Love, Mommy For
anyone else who has had an ectopic pregnancy and is
looking for some comfort and hope, this is a great website: A
big thank you for the graphics for this site goes to: (now defunct) And
another thanks to (now defunct) Keith's Country Midi's for the song that always
reminds me of my little one, Diamond Rio's "One More
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